May 2012
Updated my ipod for the first time in about 18...
stemthetide:
Feels good bro.
I’m just never happy no matter what.. i just fake it all the time.
Actually feel quite good right now, didn’t think i’d enjoy having a counselor type person but it really helps strangely enough.
Whenever I don’t speak to perry, I just feel like shit. And when I know full well he’s upset, whether it’s because of me or not I feel like shit.
I’m so fucking stupid. :/
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today; i got a job and i had a good driving lesson, in general; i have a loving boyfriend and a good stable family and yet i’m still fucking miserable.
i’m always in this mood lately, i have no confidence, i feel numb all the time, i constantly think about how it would be like to die and that’s all i want to do.. die.
But considering all this i finally plucked up the...
“Ladies and gentlemen of the class of ‘97:
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer...”
– Mary Schmich, Chicago Tribune, 1997 (via johnathanpalmer)
Plan to get tanned is under go.
Casually got burnt on my shins, thighs, arms, chest and back but unfortunately my chest is patchy as fuck and I’ve only done the fronts of my legs… Fucking fail.
Now to sit naked.
Death Incarnate: A lot of people seem to live in a... →
stemthetide:
I’ve noticed lately that a lot of people live in a mind set of right and wrong. No in between.
For example, lately people seem to think I should or shouldn’t be feeling a particular way. I can’t help my emotions. I’m only human. And as a species we are incredibly frail in an emotional context.
I…
why do all the good looking guys have fags in there mouths.. i don’t know what it is but smoking just really puts me off people.
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fucking depressed lately, think it’s time for a counselor..
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jillianoro:
people tend to go through phases with me, it’s as if I’m there for when it suits them and I should be picked up and dropped every so often and just well, deal with it. I take a look at how certain people have mistreated me and just got rid of me when they feel as if they don’t need me anymore…
I’ve noticed the majority of the people who put ‘follow this grunge blog’ ‘soft grunge blog’ under pictures are all about 15.. think it’s time to grow up and get some originality.
Craving some excitement
fucking hipster/grunge bullshit.. why do you have to be stereotyped into one fucking category? Why do you feel the need to try to fit into that one stereotype just because it’s become a ‘fashion trend’ Fucks me off so fucking bad!!!
Okay so since i posted such a negative post about my boyfriend not long ago i feel the need to point out all the positives..
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I’ve been with him for a year and two months, i love his company, i love how when he’s falling to sleep he twitches.. a lot. I love how when he’s tired he kind of flops onto my lap/chest and goes to sleep, i love how he talks complete nonsense...
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Hate the fact i’m so emotional and my boyfriend.. just isn’t. I can go from angry/mardy/annoyed to upset/lonely/depressed in matter of seconds and i show how i feel when i feel it whereas my boyfriend just doesn’t show anything. I guess it’s a good thing to not show anything sometimes but when i feel something i need to talk about it with someone, usually him but...
